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Saturday, May 16, 2009

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Will you love the ‘you’ you hide
If I but call your name?
Will you quell the fear inside
And never be the same?


I hide, confounded,
unsure of how to act.
Is that reality creeping up?
Afraid to turn, I run.

Run I may, but for how long?
The darkness pursues
and does not give up chase
I wonder if it could or can.

Can this part of me be stilled
denied from manifestation?
Yet the mask breaks occasionally
and I recoil in fear.

Fear of what lies beneath
that which invites rejection.
But it has tainted my existence
throughout these long years.

Years of conscious repression
yearning for redemption.
Only one solution presents itself
that of a solemn vow.

Vow I shall if I must
to keep the faith I hold
for it gives me hope
beyond this dilemma.
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